Virgin Diaries: 36 Year Old Virgin Talks About Severe Social Anxiety and Selective Mutism

by admin on January 6, 2012

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Description: My Blog: I talk about how I most likely suffered from Selective Mustism as a young child as a result of social anxiety and abandonment from parents and family. I have had lifelong struggle with social anxiety in many social settings. This has led to episodes of suffering depression, often times days at a time, emptyness, and loneliness. Sometimes I feel like I have traits resembling those of Borderline Personality Disorder, but thankfully have not resorted to self-harm.

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kelseynorman921 January 5, 2012 at 12:34 pm

@ELSR1ER lol i laugh and spit in the faces of shy weaklings like u. i know youd never talk to me that way if ur face wasnt behind a fucking monitor


ELSR1ER January 5, 2012 at 1:29 pm

@kelseynorman921 i actually would. S.A.D affects people differently. You don’t know me bitch. And it’s not shyness, it’s a disorder. And you wanna talk about being behind a moniter? haha quit being a lowlife posting negative remarks about something you don’t have. Suckkkkk it easy and fuck off hoe.


MaulqasmPK January 5, 2012 at 2:01 pm

according to this I guess I have minor case of this. I’m sure everyone has it a bit though. It’s only natural to be self conscious a little bit


AKBeazBoi January 5, 2012 at 3:18 pm

i fucking hate this. i KNOW i have this because of how little pricks treated me back in high school, i would never defend myself and i would just let myself get riddiculed. i am now 18 and avoid social situations and gatherings and i wish to be the person that everyone likes. it is because i know that they are thinking negative thoughts about me. i have been told on numerous occasions that i look awkward when i am with people and that i am too quiet and shy. nothing seems to work either :/


EmoKiKat January 5, 2012 at 4:40 pm

im 15 and I think i might have this but im not sure what to do. i think i should go to my guidance counselor but im too afraid to and if i do she will tell my parents about it and they will just think i am overreacting(and yes, they will. I have a tendency to overreact way too often).I just dont know what i should do about this..


MichaelGetachew January 5, 2012 at 4:46 pm

@WeTheStrange I have the exact same thing, it always feels like everyone is looking at me, even though I know they aren’t. You should know that you’re not alone, and that no one is perfect anyway… God Bless You


waveorange345 January 5, 2012 at 5:23 pm

@SeventhSun why? xD


ELSR1ER January 5, 2012 at 6:07 pm

@kelseynorman921 Fuck off. You don’t have it, so therefore you don’t know what it’s like. BITCH.


TBlenx1995 January 5, 2012 at 7:40 pm

@IrishFig You’re not alone, mate.


livialioness07 January 5, 2012 at 8:10 pm

I think I might have it but my old therapist never mentioned it when I told her about my fears…so idk am I just so shy that I feel like it ruins my life?


guasto47 January 5, 2012 at 8:12 pm

@IrishFig the only reason I leave the house is because of insane boredom, not like I socialize with anybody once I’m out though. I can’t carry on a conversation for crap.


GenerationDarkness January 5, 2012 at 9:26 pm

@kelseynorman921 fuck you piece of shit, you don’t have it. so don’t know shit. BITCH


WeTheStrange January 5, 2012 at 10:20 pm

@MichaelGetachew Thankyou!


SergioSource January 5, 2012 at 11:05 pm

@kelseynorman921 stfu, you’ve never been like this, so you can’t say shit


SeventhSun January 6, 2012 at 1:33 am


Start giving a fuck. Your life will start to change too.


kelseynorman921 January 6, 2012 at 2:10 am

*youtube account


kelseynorman921 January 6, 2012 at 3:00 am

hi im sorry my facebook got hacked sorry if you were harassed please stop tagging me in posts i have no idea what your talking about!


TBlenx1995 January 6, 2012 at 3:48 am

I’m exactly like this. For Christmas i got this hoodie and i was scared everyone would be judging me for wearing it. Also, whenever someone asks me for something simple like the time i worry about how i say to someone “Yes, it’s half past three” or whatever, i usually just show them my watch. It’s a total bitch.


kelseynorman921 January 6, 2012 at 5:22 am

omg this isnt a fucking disorder, stop being such a worthless waste of shit and live your god damn fucking lives


xxxLOYALTY24xxx January 6, 2012 at 5:36 am

@IrishFig omg i do too shit


XyiSti January 6, 2012 at 6:38 am

@kelseynorman921 That’s really rude, no one who has this wants to be like this.

I started on meds 2 days ago after a year of barely being able to leave the house. It has came and gone over the past years but I’ve never had it so bad. Meds were my last resort. People who haven’t experienced it do tend to just look at it like it’s an excuse, I have never been self-concious.. Women think I’m very good looking but it stops me from my everyday life regardless. Hang in there!!!


noobguy1234 January 6, 2012 at 7:40 am

I just dont know how and why I got this. I only remember the days I used to be confident.


FlavourLikeIceCream January 6, 2012 at 8:19 am

The most comforting thing about this is that I know I’m not alone. I have SAD but for good reasons. I have shit loads of enemies through no fault of mine, the sort of people no one would wanna bump into when they’re out alone. For the past 2 years I’ve barely left the house. If I’m out the gym I get paranoid as fuck, thinking someone who hates me is watching me. On top of being an already shy person the thought of being around any group of people really concerns me.


xxxLOYALTY24xxx January 6, 2012 at 9:30 am

@noobguy1234 i used to be so confident, now i get nervous going out and meeting people, so i know what your going through.


rinseoutdrycleaner January 6, 2012 at 9:38 am

@sebaswildboy by welcoming other peoples opinions already shows you show an interest in other people, or at least what we have to say. perhaps you just need to find the right people.


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